Saturday, June 25, 2011

Learning the art of patience

"Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal. Impatience breeds anxiety, fear, discouragement and failure. Patience creates confidence, decisiveness, and a rational outlook, which eventually leads to success."
-Brian Adams


I get  an awesome dose on inspiration through The Daily Love emails in my inbox every morning (along with Smile With your Heart) and today the quote above was in The Daily Love email and it really resonated with me. Patience is something i struggle with and something i am working on to improve my mental health. Gotta work out your mind and make it healthy just like your body. It isn't healthy to feel impatient with people and in turn becoming annoyed or frustrated with their behaviour. The person in question is not forcing me to become impatient with them i am choosing to act this way. I am responsible for my actions and the responses i have to people's behaviour and i am choosing to practice patience.

Impatience drags you down and brings on a sleu of negative feelings that bring your mood down. Something i have suffered a lot from over the years. Why am i letting myself be pulled into this negative thinking and then letting my head spin around it and eventually becoming anxious over it? Just seems silly now that i realize i choose to act this way. I am working a lot lately on becoming healthier mentally i want to beable to control this and not let myself get worked up over the small stuff. It's coming slowly but surely. I find yoga and meditating help me a lot mentally. I challenge you to try a yoga class out at your local yoga studio if you haven't yet. You would regret it. As for meditating i simply downloaded some free guided podcasts on iTunes!

Whenever i get impatient i start to take some very deep breaths and imagine myself pushing the impatient thoughts from my head. There is no room in there for that crap! Get it out. And i keep telling myself that i am choosing not to let another person's behaviour get to me.

We are all in a rush these days and find ourselves getting impatient with a slow cashier, someone walking slow, driving slow etc...Jenn Thiel of Smile with your Heart made an amazing point in one of her past blogs, in these kinds of sitations we need to thank the universe for testing our patience and helping us to practice this. What a great positive way of looking at it! So thanks universe for helping me practice lot's lately:) It's getting better with all this practice one day i won't even have to think about it anymore and the little silly things won't get me down anymore!

With my blog growing and changing with me i am thinking i need a new name. "Buff to the bone" just doesn't cut it anymore as i am focusing on healthy minds now as well as physical health. Any ideas? Suggestions? I am going to be brainstorming!


Hope you all are having a wonderful weekend. I am off to hike in Fundy again tomorrow CANT WAIT. I love it there. My pass is good until next June, i want to get snowshoes and check it out in the winter...i hear it's amazing:)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Get outdoors rain or shine!

The start:)
Ahhhh another great hike in Fundy today! The day was threatening for thunder showers (less than 5 mm though) with sunny periods and it was just that! My mom and i went to Fundy today and hiked the Moosehorn and Laverty Falls which Moosehorn goes into. What an awesome hike! It's about 8.3 km and Moosehorn is quite difficult at times we felt like billy goats climbing up rocks and around them. We saw 3 or 4 huge waterfalls and lot's of little ones. Laverty and Moosehorn are probably my favorite trails at Fundy. We brought miss Laila bum and she had a ball too and is currently passed out on her bed. She is DONE.

If there is one thing you do this summer it's get out and explore Fundy. It's gorgeous and the trails are awesome. One of my goals this summer/fall is to hike all the trails i even bought a season pass today since it'll pay for itself in 4 trips and it makes me accountable. I can't let it go to waste now can i? My goal is to go to Fundy every Sunday i possibly can rain or shine! Today we didn't let the threat of severe thunderstorms scare us away and we are so glad we went. My mom and i are beat! We were so mellow and chill on the beautiful drive back home. Just sat and cruised along a couple times i was way under the speed limit something unusual for me as i'm normally always rushing around from point A to point B...but lately i have been taking my time more, you miss so much when you are constantly rushing around. It's so nice to just breath and be in the moment. 

Laverty Falls
The storm started to roll in about 3/4 through the trail. It was crazy the thunder was so loud, yet where we were on the trail it was clear with a few white fluffy clouds. Then we got closer to the Laverty falls and saw the big dark menacing cloud. The whole hike up the Laverty Falls trail we could here it yet the sun was trying to shine through up ahead. It started to pour too but the trees were so lush and thick they canopied over us and kept us dry and we could hear the huge rain drops hitting the leaves with the odd one making it through to us. 

On the way back through Alma, we stopped at a cute organic cafe called An Octopus Garden Artisan cafe and bake shop. I love it (you must check it out the next time you are in Alma, it's on the left hand side right beside the pizza place as you come in). I stopped a few weeks ago when Laila and i went for our first hike. It's an artisan cafe/gallery and has some art, knit clothing and blown glass on display in a gallery upstairs. My mom and i got some loose Fruity green tea to go and i got a gluten free Peanut butter chocolate square OMG it was heaven. So yummy...my mom's square was called Mermaid something. I wish i could remember now as it was a cute name. We even discovered that they have live music as well as jam nights on Friday evenings. I will definitely make a trip out just for the live music.
The end:)
Hope you all had a great weekend and got outdoors a bit. If not get outside this week and next weekend too for hike or a nice walk. Hope you all have an awesome week. Fingers crossed for some more sunshine after all this rain.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Inspired!

Well it's been a weird past few weeks for me. I feel like my body and mind have been through a lot which resulted in me getting sick Sunday. Started with a sore throat as soon as i woke up and continued throughout the day. I had no energy. My body was forcing me to slow down something i am learning to do as well as listen to my body. I have been reading a blog called Smile with your heart by Jenn Thiel since last week. My good friend Kendra introduced her to me. She had told me about her many times before and i never really took the time to look. And wow i am amazed by this inpsiring Vancouver woman with a zest for life, travelling, yoga, running and the great outdoors.


Random bridge and platform on the path by the river by my house
Since Friday i really have been working on me, i created my first vision board. So cool. You have to try to it if you haven't basically get some bristol board, scissors, some old magazines and glue and make a collage of what inspires you, your goals, things on your bucket list etc. I do recommend sitting down and making some goals for yourself as well as i bucket list before even starting on the vision board. Then things will just come pouring out to you. It's therapeutic to create one. I am not totally done mine yet. Still a few things to add. One of my main goals was to learn to meditate to help with my anxiety and to help quiet and slow down my mind. I have started already and wow i notice i difference already. I downloaded some guided meditation podcasts for FREE through itunes. How cool is that?

Petticodiac River aka Chocolate River by my house
Pretty lupins
I feel like i have grown and changed so much over the last week it blows my mind. I feel more positive, inspired, driven and happy for what i have. I feel like i appreciate nature more and more the more i get out there and just look around me. I have been so addicted to facebook and twitter lately that i haven't even been really looking around me and appreciating whats there on my walks with Laila. That was another goal of mine to really decrease my online time especially checking facebook and twitter ever 30 min that is TOO MUCH. My body has been craving to disconnect and recharge and i'm finally listening...since Sunday i have only been on facebook and twitter about twice a day! That is CRAZY for me...i don't even want to go on. I want to enjoy what is happening around me and be involved in the conversations and life! My psych said months ago that i need to decrease how much time i am spending online. And i did for awhile and then just stopped and it increased again. Constantly feeling the need to be connected and check email, facebook, twitter etc was in fact making me more anxious and it was stimulating my brain so much that it was hindering my sleep even more as if i didn't already have enough sleep issues:)

Alright that's enough for today:) Hope you all had a great day. Get out and enjoy the fresh air and the sun...i just did:) Had a great relaxing walk with Miss Laila bum! I will talk about my goals/bucket list in a post to come. 


Monday, June 13, 2011

Take the time to disconnect from the world

Yesterday i did something i hardly ever do. I disconnected myself for the day from all social media facebook, twitter and email. Now it wasn't the whole day but the majority of it and wow it felt great. Not anxiously checking to see if i had another @mention on twitter or a new message on facebook. I am quite addicted to checking facebook and twitter, i check it about every 30 min to an hour...so to disconnect myself for the majority of the day is quite the task for me! This is something i am going to do more of. I didn't even check it this morning until i got to work! Crazy! I took the time for myself this morning and meditated and then slowly got ready for the day not rushing one bit.

Learning to meditate was something i have challenged myself to this month. I am doing guided meditations right now with some lovely podcasts i found. And they are great. I am the type of person who's head is constantly spinning and i am always rushing from point A to point B. And i get easily anxious or stressed. So meditation is something i need to do for me, something i need to do to quite this busy mind of mine. I always thought meditation was silly but it's becoming more and more apparent that this is something my mind needs and craves and i haven't been doing it for all these years when my body has been crying for it. I take care of my body physically now it's time to take care of it mentally and become mentally healthy.


Now the other challenge i have for myself for this month is to start disconnecting more from the internet, social media and my iPhone. I want to learn not to crave checking it all so much and i want to take time for me. It's not good for my anxiety to constantly feel the need to always be checking! So i won't be going on in the mornings anymore before work. I will be taking that time to meditate instead. So much more beneficial and rewarding and what a great way to start the day. Ahhhh. I also vow to get off the internet an hour before bedtime so i have a chance to unwind and quiet my brain down before sleep. I was getting really good at this in the winter months but all of a sudden stopped. I want to get back to this. And summer is such a perfect time so much to do at nights. I won't want to be sitting at my computer checking facebook and twitter obsessively.
Now about my day yesterday. My fiance, Shannon and our boxer Laila all went on a fishing trip. I don't really fish i just wanted to go along to relax, disconnect and be out in nature. We went to Cannan River by Coles Isalnd. It's only about 45 minutes away from Moncton and it's beautiful. The water was sooo calm. I just sat and relaxed, read a lot and talked with Shannon. It was amazing. Laila was pretty well behaved but get's a little obsessed with the lures and wants to bite them, we don't let her get close and we are trying to train her not to and to just lay down in the boat. She was getting it after awhile. She is such a sweetie. I am quite in love with our big girl:) Fishing trips are something i hope to go on more of. It's so nice to be out in nature like that and just enjoy the peace and quiet and the disconnection from the world.



I challenge you all to disconnect one afternoon of the week even and just get outside and enjoy nature with a friend, boyfriend, husband, wife, girlfriend or even a family member. Just get out there and take all the beauty of nature in.

Hope you all have a wonderful week.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Running, hiking and cookies

Ahhh i am loving the warmer nicer weather we have been getting lately. Although today was rainy this morning and cloudy all day it was still nice. Late afternoon my fiance, Shannon and i went out for a little four-wheeling trip. We have trails minutes from our house and so much woods to explore. Today we discovered the dam and a lake. So pristine. I am curious if you can swim in it. I will have to do some asking around. We also came upon a deep brook, which links up to one of my favorite hiking trails, the Dobson. Minutes by car from our house as well. Everything is so lush right now. I plan on running about 12km tomorrow morning and i may just take a drive up to Fundy park, about 45 min away and take Laila for a hike up there. I love summer and being outdoors. It's amazing. I sleep so much better after a day of being outside...ahhhh. Bliss.






I am really working hard on getting my speed up this summer running wise. My friends Jaclyn, Kendra and i have been joining the local triathalon group for their intense speed workouts...they kick our ass hardcore. I can't wait to beat my personal best again come October for the Legs for Literacy half marathon. I can do this! Right now i am in maintenance/speed training mode. I haven't started my half training yet. That won't come until the end of July. Jaclyn and Kendra are doing the Legs full again this year. I was very tempted but decided to stick to my beloved half marathon. I will do a marathon eventually i am thinking it will be my get back into shape after a baby goal:)


Alright on to the cookies. As you know I am always on the hunt for healthy cookie recipes as i love my snacks:)


3 large, ripe bananas, well mashed (about 1 1/2 cups)
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/4 cup coconut oil, barely warm - so it isn't solid (or alternately, olive oil)
2 cups gluten free rolled oats
2/3 cup almond meal
1/3 cup coconut, finely shredded & unsweetened
1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon fine grain sea salt
1 teaspoon baking powder
6 - 7 ounces chocolate chips or dark chocolate bar chopped




Preheat oven to 350 degrees, racks in the top third.
In a large bowl combine the bananas, vanilla extract, and coconut oil. Set aside.
In another bowl whisk together the oats, almond meal, shredded coconut, cinnamon, salt, and baking powder. 
Add the dry ingredients to the wet ingredients and stir until combined. Fold in the chocolate chunks/chips.
The dough is a bit looser than regular cookie dough but don't worry. Drop dollops of the dough, each about 1 tbsp in size, an inch apart, onto a parchment (or Silpat) lined baking sheet. Bake for 12 - 14 minutes.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Artificial sweetners: a sweet poison

Now i have been against artificial sweetners for quite awhile now after doing lot's of reading about it and have made a concious effort to avoid processed, chemically, man made foods...only whole foods for this girl!!! I will admit that i am not perfect but actually since becoming gluten free there are a lot of processed foods i cannot have anymore, a blessing in disguise! I am no longer tempted by the processed crap because i now know what it feels like to be stomach ache, gas and bloat free! Why would i want those symptoms to come back for 5 minutes of bliss and then DAYS or a WEEK worth of pain? Not worth it if you ask me. Now i don't buy all organic foods but i try to buy as much as i can, it just gets expensive so i have to pick and choose what i get. Bananas they have a thick protective outer layer so i don't normally buy organic there but grapes, berries etc dont have a layer you peel off so i buy organic there.

Now on to chemical sweetners! If you want something sweet make it/bake it yourself with a natural sweetner like honey, maple syrup, agave or organic sugar like sucanat that is less processed and bigger pieces of sugar cane and not bleached white! Or even stevia, which is derived from a plant and just as sweet if not sweeter (i am not a fan of the taste though as it kind of tastes like fake sugar) And if really must have a pop go for a regular coke rather than a diet coke...at least it's not a chemical sugar! And a little tiny bit better for you! Also did you know that when comsumming fake no calorie sugar your body keeps waiting for the calories it gets from sugar and when those don't come your body then craves these calories so you end up eating more! So in an effort to save calories you end up eating more. Is that worth it? Not that i am in to calorie counting at all but still a very interesting fact! On to the article my father sent me this morning. It's a long one but worth the read.

Next time you think about having fake sugar think twice and opt for the real kind! Take care of your body don't poison it!



A MUST READ FROM A RETIRED PHYSICIAN!
In October of 2001, she had stomach spasms and she was having a hard

time getting around. Walking was a major chore. It took everything

she had just to get out of bed; she was in so much pain.



By March 2002, she had undergone several tissue and muscle biopsies

and was on 24 various prescription medications.

The doctors could not determine what was wrong with her.

She was in so much pain, and so sick she just knew she was dying.



She put her house, bank accounts, life insurance, etc., in her oldest

daughter's name, and made sure that her younger children were to be

taken care of. She also wanted her last hooray, so she planned a trip

to Florida (basically in a wheelchair) for March 22nd.



On March 19, I called her to ask how her most recent tests went, and

she said they didn't find anything on the test, but they believe she

had MS. I recalled an article a friend of mine e-mailed to me and I

asked my sister if she drank diet soda? She told me that she did. As

a matter of fact, she was getting ready to crack one open that moment.



I told her not to open it, and to stop drinking the diet soda!

I e-mailed her the article my friend, a lawyer, had sent.

My sister called me within 32 hours after our phone conversation and

told me she had stopped drinking the diet soda AND she could walk!

The muscle spasms went away. She said she didn't feel 100% but, she

sure felt a lot better.



She told me she was going to her doctor with this article and would

call me when she got home.. Well, she called me, and said her doctor

was amazed! He is going to call all of his MS patients to find out if

they consumed artificial sweeteners of any kind. In a nutshell, she

was being poisoned by the Aspartame in the diet soda...and literally

dying a slow and miserable death.



When she got to Florida March 22, all she had to take was one pill,

and that was a pill for the Aspartame poisoning! She is well on her

way to a complete recovery. And she is walking! No wheelchair!



This article saved her life. If it says 'SUGAR FREE' on the label;

DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!

I have spent several days lecturing at the WORLD ENVIRONMENTAL

CONFERENCE on 'ASPARTAME,' marketed as 'Nutra Sweet,' 'Equal,' and

Spoonful.'



In the keynote address by the EPA, it was announced that in the

United States in 2001 there is an epidemic of multiple sclerosis and

systemic lupus. It was difficult to determine exactly what toxin was

causing this to be rampant. I stood up and said that I was there to

lecture on exactly that subject.



I will explain why Aspartame is so dangerous:

When the temperature of this sweetener exceeds 86 degrees F, the wood

alcohol in ASPARTAME converts to formaldehyde and then to formic acid,

which in turn causes metabolic acidosis. Formic acid is the poison

found in the sting of fire ants. The methanol toxicity mimics, among

other conditions, multiple sclerosis and systemic lupus.



Many people were being diagnosed in error.

Although multiple sclerosis is not a death sentence, Methanol toxicity is!



Systemic lupus has become almost as rampant as multiple sclerosis,

especially with Diet Coke and Diet Pepsi drinkers.



The victim usually does not know that the Aspartame is the culprit. He

or she continues its use; irritating the lupus to such a degree that

it may become a life-threatening condition.

We have seen patients with systemic lupus become asymptotic, once

taken off diet sodas.



In cases of those diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis, most of the

symptoms disappear. We've seen many cases where vision loss returned

and hearing loss improved markedly.



This also applies to cases of tinnitus and fibromyalgia.

During a lecture, I said, 'If you are using ASPARTAME (Nutra Sweet,

Equal, Spoonful, etc) and you suffer from fibromyalgia symptoms,

spasms, shooting, pains, numbness in your legs, Cramps, Vertigo,

Dizziness, Headaches, Tinnitus, Joint pain, Unexplainable depression,

anxiety attacks, slurred speech, blurred vision, or memory loss you

probably have ASPARTAME poisoning!'



People were jumping up during the lecture saying,

'I have some of these symptoms.. Is it reversible?' Yes! Yes! Yes!



STOP drinking diet sodas and be alert for Aspartame on food labels!

Many products are fortified with it! This is a serious problem.



Dr. Espart (one of my speakers) remarked that so many people seem to

be symptomatic for MS and during his recent visit to a hospice; a

nurse stated that six of her friends, who were heavy Diet Coke

addicts, had all been diagnosed with MS. This is beyond coincidence!



Diet soda is NOT a diet product! It is a chemically altered, multiple

SODIUM (salt) and ASPARTAME containing product that actually makes you

crave carbohydrates.. It is far more likely to make you GAIN weight!



These products also contain formaldehyde, which stores in the fat

cells, particularly in the hips and thighs..

Formaldehyde is an absolute toxin and is used primarily to preserve

'tissue specimens.'



Many products we use every day contain this chemical but we SHOULD NOT

store it IN our body!



Dr. H. J. Roberts stated in his lectures that once free of the 'diet

products' and with no significant increase in exercise; his patients

lost an average of 19 pounds over a trial period.



Aspartame is especially dangerous for diabetics.

We found that some physicians, who believed that they had a patient

with retinopathy, in fact, had symptoms caused by Aspartame.

The Aspartame drives the blood sugar out of control.

Thus diabetics may suffer acute memory loss due to the fact that

aspartic acid and phenylalanine are NEUROTOXIC when taken without the

other amino acids necessary for a good balance.



Treating diabetes is all about BALANCE.

Especially with diabetics, the Aspartame passes the blood/brain

barrier and it then deteriorates the neurons of the brain; causing

various levels of brain damage, Seizures, Depression, Manic

depression, Panic attacks,

Uncontrollable anger and rage.



Consumption of Aspartame causes these same symptoms in non-diabetics

as well. Documentation and observation also reveal that thousands of

children diagnosed with ADD and ADHD have had complete turnarounds in

their behaviour when these chemicals have been removed from their

diet.



So called 'behaviour modification prescription drugs' (Ritalin and

others) are no longer needed. Truth be told, they were never NEEDED in

the first place!



Most of these children were being 'poisoned' on a daily basis with the

very foods that were 'better for them than sugar.'



It is also suspected that the Aspartame in thousands of pallets of

diet Coke and diet Pepsi consumed by men and women fighting in the

Gulf War, may be partially to blame for the well-known Gulf War

Syndrome.



Dr. Roberts warns that it can cause birth defects, i.e. mental

retardation, if taken at the time of conception and during early

pregnancy. Children are especially at risk for neurological disorders

and should NEVER be given artificial sweeteners.



There are many different case histories to relate of children

suffering grand mal seizures and other neurological disturbances

talking about a plague of neurological diseases directly caused by the

use of this deadly poison.'



Herein lies the problem:



There were Congressional Hearings when Aspartame was included in 100

different products and strong objection was made concerning its use.

Since this initial hearing, there have been two subsequent hearings,

and still nothing has been done. The drug and chemical lobbies have

very deep pockets.



Sadly, MONSANTO'S patent on Aspartame has EXPIRED!

There are now over 5,000 products on the market that contain this

deadly chemical and there will be thousands more introduced.

Everybody wants a 'piece of the Aspartame pie.'



I assure you that MONSANTO, the creator of Aspartame, knows how deadly it is.



And isn't it ironic that MONSANTO funds, among others, the American

Diabetes Association, the American Dietetic Association and the

Conference of the American College of Physicians?



This has been recently exposed in the New York Times.

These [organizations] cannot criticize any additives or convey their

link to MONSANTO because they take money from the food industry and

are required to endorse their products.



Senator Howard Metzenbaum wrote and presented a bill that would

require label warnings on products containing Aspartame, especially

regarding pregnant women, children and infants.



The bill would also institute independent studies on the known dangers

and the problems existing in the general population regarding

seizures, changes in brain chemistry, neurological changes and

behavioural symptoms.



The bill was killed.



It is known that the powerful drug and chemical lobbies are

responsible for this, letting loose the hounds of disease and death on

an unsuspecting and uninformed public. Well, you're informed now!



YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW!